For You.

Hey.

I know it's been long since I talked with you.

I never had the courage to.

It may appear to you like I'm avoiding you,

or running away from you.

It could be true.

I am ashamed to face you.

I don't remember the last time I sang a love song to you.

Or the last time I sincerely committed myself again to you.

I know I'm wrong and You are always right,

but I can't seem to make myself face the truth.

I'm just to embarrassed to admit that.

I know you know how much I've been letting myself

Make these crappy excuses just not to see you.

Or talk to you.

How much pride have I built?

It's too high I can't even pass through it.

I'm sorry.

I was doubtful, and proud, and everything in between.

But I was not any better without you.

You're still my life.

And my love.

For all time.