August is here.

Those awkward moments

I probably am spending a lot of time at home that when I went out, I experienced a lot of awkward moments. I am starting to fear people.

Joke!

I visited my dentist again today. I had to ask her something about my teeth and she said it was fine. Maybe I am getting paranoid that my teeth would all fall off one day. On my way there, I sat beside this manong inside a trike. His face was really familiar, but I couldn't seem to remember him. I was pretty sure he is related to my family in one way or another, but I really couldn't remember. Then, he started talking with me. Yeah, that awkward moment when you can't reply to the person beside you because you can't remember his name. Dang.

Then I had to withdraw some money so that I can buy a mouse and earphones. The one I bought eleven days ago were already broken. I was in line in the atm when I suddenly realized that one of my professors in college was in front of me. I don't know why, but I really find it awkward to be standing next to someone from the academe. Actually, there isn't no reason why I should feel awkward with this professor because I kind of think she likes me (as a student of course!). She gave me good grades in her class and my friends told me she talked about me in their class. She even read my paper in front of the class. But I really don't know, I just find it awkward trying to have a small talk with someone as dignified as she is. Lol.

And I experienced other awkward things that I feel lazy writing about. I'm sleepy now! Goodnites! :)

Live

I don't understand how some people can be so narrow-minded when it comes to people committing suicide. I heard people talking about a certain someone who died (it's not Amy Winehouse, btw). They said, "She committed suicide JUST because of that?" In my opinion, it's not "JUST because of that" that people could actually think about taking their own lives.

Some people should know that not everyone of us has the same level of tolerance to pain. We have different degrees of how much pain we could handle. I also feel bad for people who would rather die than live. However, I think it is not right for anyone of us to judge people on why they made such choice.

People fight their own secret battles everyday. I wish people could care more and judge less. What do we know? We might save a life just by giving someone a hug or lending an ear or giving out our best smiles.

Ow! Positive vibes. :)

I miss the way you make me smile.

It's raining.

I was looking forward to today. I even woke up at 6AM. Supposedly, today was the start of my "volunteering" in the nearby preschool in my community. However, it had been raining the whole day, classes were cancelled. Too bad. :(

I wish I can write something sensible today. But I think the rain is doing me no good. I feel kind of damp. Listening to sad love songs matches the sound of the rain, but I guess it made my eyesight kinda blur and grey all the more.

Teeth

There's a certain site about dentistry that's directing people into my blog. That's awesome! Do I talk about teeth a lot? Haha.

Anyways, I visited my dentist today. Hahaha. :)